A Little Good News

I got good news today on the CT scan I did late last week: stable. That's the magic word. I am relieved, more than you know. The thing is that I just don't know if I could handle hearing my cancer had spread. I could stand chemo, but not more bad news.

Mom is still in the ICU, paralysed from the neck down and unable to communicate. I try to go to the hospital every day. It isn't easy to take a day off, but I do here and there, like Monday when we had had freezing rain all night.

I expect that I will be posting very, very infrequently for the next while. That is just the way it has to be.