Showing posts with label CIBC Run for the Cure. Show all posts
Showing posts with label CIBC Run for the Cure. Show all posts

Tuesday, 18 October 2016

I'm Still Here...After Five Years

Five years. Five years since that doctor I had never met before confirmed what my family doctor suspected: I had stage IV invasive ductal breast cancer with extensive metastases to my liver and bones. Life would never be the same. Life would, very likely, not be as long as I expected. 

I spent an hour or so searching for the latest and best statistics about metastatic breast cancer (also known as Stage IV). Here is what I found:

  • "In Canada, about 10% of new breast cancers are metastatic when they are diagnosed, and 30% of women who are first diagnosed with early stage breast cancer will go on to develop metastatic breast cancer." (Canadian Breast Cancer Foundation)
  • "Median survival after a metastatic breast cancer diagnosis is three years. Median survival in 1970 was 18 months.  No one dies from breast cancer that is confined to the breast." (Metastatic Breast Cancer Network)
The Canadian Cancer Society hasn't yet released their 2016 statistics, but here is what they estimated for Canadian cases of breast cancer in 2015. (Read more: http://www.cancer.ca/en/cancer-information/cancer-type/breast/statistics/?region=on#ixzz4NSTzQ2FG):
  • 25,000 women will be diagnosed with breast cancer. This represents 26% of all new cancer cases in women in 2015.
  • 5,000 women will die from breast cancer. This represents 14% of all cancer deaths in women in 2015.
  • On average, 68 Canadian women will be diagnosed with breast cancer every day.
  • On average, 14 Canadian women will die from breast cancer every day. (Or as MBC Time put it in an October 2016 campaign, "Every 2 hours in Canada, 1 woman dies of metastatic breast cancer.")
  • 220 men will be diagnosed with breast cancer and 60 will die from it.
As for Canadian survival rates: the 5-year relative survival (based on estimates for 2006–2008) is 88% for women and only 80% for men. These survival rates are for people diagnosed at all stages of breast cancer, I assume including Stage 0, which isn't yet invasive (hence not technically cancer). Of course the survival rate for those, like me, with Stage IV breast cancer is much lower. Unfortunately, I couldn't find a Canadian statistic to share. The American Cancer Society reports that "metastatic, or stage IV breast cancers, have a 5-year relative survival rate of about 22%." 

Yet here I am. Why am I part of the 22%? Well, for a good explanation of the stats, read the article "The Median is Not the Message" by scientist Stephen Jay Gould. In addition to what he says, I would point out that statistics are always based on the past. They reflect the diagnosis and deaths of patients treated in past years. They reflect older therapies. If I have been fortunate, it is that my breast cancer is identified as triple positive breast cancer. It is ductal breast cancer that is positive for the three receptors for which non-chemotherapy treatment is available: estrogen receptors, progesterone receptors and HER-2 receptors. Over the last several years, even since my diagnosis, important new drugs have been developed that target these receptors, interfering with my cancer's ability to reproduce itself and grow. One of these drugs is Herceptin. It costs some $45,000 to $50,000 per year. When it is combined with a newer drug, Perjeta which I don't yet receive, the cost mounts to $100,000 per year. So far, OHIP covers the cost of my Herceptin. For reasons related to how Perjeta was studied, I am not eligible for OHIP to cover the cost of adding Perjeta to my treatment, asI was already on Herceptin when Perjeta was approved. If my oncologist deems Perjeta necessary to my care, I will have to rely on my private health insurance to cover the cost above a yearly $3,000 deductible. But yes, I am fortunate that my doctors can rely on a wide variety of chemotherapy drugs as well as a number of anti-estrogen drugs, plus a handful of anti-Her-2 drugs to treat my cancer. Thanks to the prevalence of breast cancer, a great deal of public and private funds go towards research, resulting in the availability and government funding of numerous drugs to fight breast cancer. My sister-in-law, on the other hand, has a rare cancer for which only a few chemotherapy drugs are recommended, even though there is no research that supports their use for that cancer. So, I suppose I am fortunate.

Since my last post here, I have been on the same treatment: Vinorelbine (my vino or vanilla bean) chemotherapy, Herceptin and Pamidronate. Cancer treatment typically works on a three-week cycle. On Day 1 and 8 of the 21-day cycle, I get a ten-minute infusion of vino. On Day 1, I also get a half-hour infusion of Herceptin. Every nine weeks, I also get an hour of IV Pamidronate, which is a bone-building drug. I have been on this treatment nineteen months. And I will be on it as long as it works AND I can tolerate it. So, how am I tolerating it? Well, not bad. Initially, I had some stomach pains and constipation. They didn't last long. After a couple of months, I developed neuropathy. I have tingling and numbness in my pinky and half my ring finger. It settled down after a few months, but resumed intensity last month. I think that may be because I reduced my Lyrica (nerve pain) dose by two-thirds over the summer. I have also developed diarrhea that seems to be worse after vino infusions and disappear on my no-chemo week. The last two CT scans identified thickening of my bowel wall which may be pan-colitis. Fatigue is also an issue. It comes and goes, but I still have the occasional week where I seem to sleep for hours and hours during the day. Sometimes, I'm not able to rouse myself to make supper. I sleep through most hockey games and have missed the resolution of half the mysteries I watch. But I've kept my hair!

My medical oncologist, to whom I literally owe my life, was on leave over the summer. Lucky for me, he was replaced by two very experienced oncologists. One was very thorough and ordered a lot of tests. The other had the world's most soothing manner. I appreciate all those qualities in a doctor. Some of the tests this summer suggested that I might have had progression in my bone metastases. I was a little worried I might have to switch to a more difficult treatment regime. Hell, I was a little worried things were going downhill. While the tests used the P-word (progression), the oncologists didn't. They felt, on balance, that my cancer remained stable. Considering that my side-effects have been a little more challenging of late, however, my regular oncologist, when I saw him last week, suggested we cut the Day 8 vino infusion. (Actually, the other doctors had raised the possibility of a chemo holiday.) As soon as my doctor suggested dropping Day 8, a look crossed his face and he excused himself to do some checking. After talking with his colleagues in Pharmacy, he warned me that if I were to see cancer progression without Day 8 vino, OHIP might conclude I had become resistant to Herceptin and cease funding it. I am now on hold. Friday, I will get my Day 8 treatment and will continue to do so unless my oncologist can get some assurance that he would be able to maintain Herceptin and restart Day 8 vino if I progressed. When drugs are this costly, hard choices must be made in a publicly-funded system. All things considered, I am much happier to live in Canada, where most cancer treatment is publicly funded than in other countries where I would, even with insurance, have to pay part of every test and every treatment. I won't go bankrupt fighting cancer, at least.


I'm not sure if in my last post I talked about the effect of Vinorelbine on my immune system. Well, it does a number on it. I get my blood tested before every vino treatment and have been warned that seven to ten days after treatment, my immunity will hit a low point. I was advised to take a number of precautions, most of which I have abandoned after nineteen months. I was to avoid crowds, restaurants, specific foods and especially spoiled food, germs in general. As a result, I decided to stop volunteering at my daughter's elementary school where I was working with the Grade One and Two kids who were a little behind with their reading. I miss that. I really enjoyed reading with those kids, but truth be told, they were a bit of a snotty bunch. Even though I carried Kleenex and hand sanitizer to every session, I couldn't risk continuing to volunteer there. Even without it, I did end up in hospital this time last year. I developed pneumonia again, along with a plerual effusion.


Last year's hospitalization wasn't as scary as the previous two, when I was septic and had a broken pelvis (or both). But it was a little scary. I had several day of delirium and extreme drowsiness. My niece was visiting that week and I couldn't even carry on an intelligent conversation with her. I regret that, not that I had a choice. The pneumonia was treated with antibiotics, but I had a recurrent fever. Then the pleural effusion was found. It is basically fluid between the lungs and chest wall. I had an uncomfortable procedure during which a tube was inserted into the pleural space. Then for several days I was attached to Fred, my name for the suction unit that withdrew the fluid. Eventually, I was disconnected from Fred and allowed to leave the hospital for a couple of hours in time to vote in our federal election. I was released the next day. I think I was in hospital for two weeks, about a week of that in isolation. Fun, fun.


Really, other than the hospitalization, which I expect will be something I experience every year or two, things have been going well. My pain has been well-controlled for a couple of years. As a result, I was formally discharged from the Ottawa Hospital Pain Clinic. Of course, this means I have to go to my family doctor for my pain medication renewals. He doesn't do renewals by fax, except at a cost. So, every three months, I have to present myself to my doctor for renewals of the narcotic and other pain medications. Ah well, there is always room for another doctor's appointment.

I have just been living my life, and glad to do so. I try to make memories with my family, which is increasingly difficult now that we're living with a teenager. I'll give her credit. She was very grateful for the two week trip we took to Cape Breton Island and Moncton this summer. She is a grateful kid, with only occasional flares of "teenagerness." For this, I am grateful. Together we did the Run For the Cure earlier this month. We were out of town visiting my sister-in-law the weekend of the Run, so we did it in Mississauga. We both missed our teams, hers her elementary school teachers and mine a metastatic team. But we ran in the morning, before spending the afternoon with family and driving home to Ottawa.

I have no good excuse for not blogging more. Just that I'm living life. And isn't that what it's all about? Here's hoping in another five years I post again, if not sooner. 







Saturday, 19 October 2013

No, I Haven't Been Ignoring Breast Cancer Awareness Month

I haven't, really. In fact, I have been busy. My daughter and I walked the 5km CIBC Run For The Cure a couple of weeks ago. Between the two of us, we raised nearly $2,000 for the Canadian Breast Cancer Foundation, thanks to the generosity of our family, friends, neighbours and teachers. Much of that money will go to research. In fact, have a look at this video about how the Foundation uses the fund that are raised.

I have also been reading posts by my favourite bloggers. I have even written a guest post for "Telling Knots" which was published today. The timing is apt, as yesterday was the two year anniversary of getting my biopsy results, the day we told our daughter I had in curable breast cancer. Please stop over at "Telling Knots" to read my post and the other guest posts she is publishing this month. Like many bloggers this month she is putting the focus on those of us living with mets (that is, advanced breast cancer).

Tuesday, 16 October 2012

Dear Pandora: Think Before You Pink

This being October, we seem inundated with corporations and sports teams acknowledging Breast Cancer Awareness Month. Just before our trip down to Disney World, I received this email from the company that makes Pandora jewellery with a special offer of a free pink bracelet with a $100 purchase and a note that "a percentage of proceeds from the retail price of select charms, necklaces and pendants benefits the Canadian Breast Cancer Foundation..."

Of course, I'm not asking you to rush down to Pandora. I'm not advertizing, I'm asking you to think, before you pink. As you know, I too support the Canadian Breast Cancer Foundation, and I encouraged you to support it through my participation in the Run for the Cure. My concern about Pandora's support is that the company doesn't tell us how much it is donating for each purchase. Some companies give a set amount and our individual pink purchases don't raise the amount. Pandora gives an amount per purchase. However, it isn't specific about which products trigger a donation, nor what is the percentage of proceeds donated. That bothered me.

Farther down, you will see my email to Pandora asking the company to take this opportunity to provide more information for those of us who think before we pink.

As I mention in my email, for my birthday last fall, just after my diagnosis, Sweetie and the Bean bought me a Pandora bracelet with a pink ribbon charm. The bracelet has become a special way for our family to commemorate our life together -- my favourites are the soccer ball and the teapot. I like the Pandora products. But wouldn't it be nice if Pandora took an extra step towards transparency in its support for the Canadian Breast Cancer Foundation by providing details on how much it gives from which purchases. I've asked them to do it.

And I ask you to think, before you pink.



PANDORA Club <pandora@club.pandora.net>
To: xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sent: Monday, October 1, 2012 4:18:03 PM
Subject: Receive a Pink PANDORA Bracelet during October

My jewelleryMy wishlistMY DESIGNSMY STORES


Show Your Support Against Breast Cancer with PANDORA
Dear Katherine,

There are many ways to show your support in the fight against Breast Cancer, and none are as beautiful as our charms. For the entire month of October, when you purchase $100 or more of PANDORA jewellery, you’ll receive one of our pink leather bracelets* (a $50 retail value).
A percentage of proceeds from the retail price of select charms, necklaces and pendants benefits the Canadian Breast Cancer Foundation’s vision of creating a future without breast cancer. Visit cbcf.org for more information.


* See participating stores for details. Good while supplies last. Limit one per customer. Find your nearest PANDORA retailer by clicking here.
Kind regards,
Pandora Club


----- Forwarded Message -----
From: xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
To: "CAConsumer@PANDORA.net" <CAConsumer@PANDORA.net>

Sent: Tuesday, October 16, 2012 11:40:19 AM
Subject: Re: Receive a Pink PANDORA Bracelet during October


I appreciate the support Pandora is offering to the Canadian Breast Cancer Foundation through this offer, however your company could be more transparent about it's actual level of support. More and more, women like myself with breast cancer are encouraging our friends and family to "think before they pink." 

What I mean is that before purchasing the obiquitous pink merchandise, we should inform ourselves about what exactly our purchase is supporting. It is helpful that you have been clear that you are supporting the Canadian Breast Cancer Foundation. Consumers can easily confirm that this is a legitimate charity which publishes information about its administrative and fundraising costs, as well as it's major areas of spending. But how much is Pandora providing? From your email, I don't know if Pandora is giving five cents per charm or something more significant. I don't know if your donation is capped or if when I spend more, you really give more.

If you take a look at recent postings in social media, you can learn about the growing concern about the "pinkification" of breast cancer. From there, Pandora has an opportunity to improve the nature of its support. It would be very much appreciated by the breast cancer community, and particularly by me. Pinkification has given many North Americans the impression that a breast cancer diagnosis is the entrée to a happy club. Don't let your company be fooled. There is no cure for advanced breast cancer. I too support the Canadian Breast Cancer Foundation because it supports research that may find the cure that will save my life.

Last October, I was diagnosed with advanced breast cancer. A month later, on my birthday, my husband and young daughter bought me my first Pandora bracelet, with a pink ribbon charm. If Pandora would take this opportunity to be more transparent about what it is donating, or has donated, to the Foundation, I would wear my bracelet with even more pride.

Thank you for considering my request.

Katherine Moynihan
(see my Kate Has Cancer blog at http://katebreastcancer.blogspot.ca/)

Saturday, 13 October 2012

Metatastic Breast Cancer Day

Yay! Today is the official day to, um, celebrate, or perhaps to recognize, metastasized breast cancer.  Hooray!

If you really want to do something about metastasized breast cancer, find a way to contribute to finding a cure.  Don't wear pink for me, though I do appreciate the thought.  If I am to live to see my grandchildren, what I need is a cure.  Please consider giving to an organization like the Canadian Breast Cancer Foundation which contributes a significant amount of its fundraising to research.

To all of you who pledged your financial support for my participation in last month's Run for the Cure, thank you.  You have made a difference that just might save my life.

Please think before you pink.

Tuesday, 25 September 2012

I Don't Just Feel Old, I Look It Too

I've been grumbling lately about the weight I have gained since my diagnosis with Stage IV breast cancer.  The research I did tells me my experience is not unique. 

There are several reasons for the weight gain that is common to breast cancer.  Part of it is water weight and swelling due to steroids.  It was so bad last winter that I needed to buy men's size 10 boots and wear compression stockings.  Much of that weight came off when my oncologist changed the steroid dose I get with my chemo, but it's not all gone.  You should see my ankles when I take my socks off at night.  Put it this way:  they are shapely in a bad way.  While I was able to wear my sandals this summer, my size 8 closed shoes no longer fit.  I had to buy two new pair of size 9 shoes.

And then there's my belly.  I will admit that part of my weight gain comes from overindulging in sweets last Christmas.  You, my friends, gave us a lot of really delicious cookies!  Not that I'm trying to shift the blame.  Well maybe just a little. 

Chemo put me straight into menopause.  According to an article on WebMD, menopause causes changes in metabolism and body composition.  It is typical to lose muscle weight and gain fat.  Guess where?  Right in the belly.  Yesterday, I had to buy a new rain jacket, because my old one would barely zip up past my belly.  I had to buy a man's extra large to fit me.  That's depressing... and the sleeves are outrageously long!

I had hoped with my training for the five kilometre Run for the Cure that I would shed some of the weight I had gained.  It isn't happening.  I will try to keep walking regularly.  I'll try to be better about the sweets.  But I think this belly is here to stay.

In addition, my hair colour has changed.  My gray hair came back white, and my brown hair has come back a washed out steel-grey colour.  I have been feeling like I aged 10 years since I got sick.  Guess what?  To my disappointment, but not surprise, WebMD says, "a woman having chemotherapy ages the equivalent of 10 years over the course of just one year." Tell me about it!

Tuesday, 4 September 2012

CIBC Run for the Cure, September 30, 2012 -- I'm Running for My Life

On Sunday, September 30, in Ottawa, I will be walking the five kilometre CIBC Run for the Cure with my loving husband and daughter.  Over the last several weeks, the Bean and I have been training, quickly working our way up to a 5k walk through our lovely neighbourhood.

At the Run for the Cure, we look forward to joining the St. Bernard Bosom Buddies Team.  This team, captained by Mrs. Rhonda Gillam of the Bean's school, has been the city's top elementary school fund raising team for six years running.

When I was so sick last fall and beginning chemotherapy, the St. Bernard School family gave us more support than I could have imagined.  They looked out for the Bean as she dealt with having such a sick mommy.  They prayed for us.  They filled out freezer with lovingly prepared food.  And they were there with the smiles and hugs whenever they saw us.  Joining the St. Bernard Bosom Buddies Team is a small way of giving back to our school family.

The CIBC Run for the Cure, which has runs going in cities across the country, is raising money for the Canadian Breast Cancer Foundation.  In 2011, over $30 million was raised by the Run, with funds go to support "groundbreaking research, education, awareness and advocacy initiatives."   To learn more about the Foundation and its work, visit www.cbcf.org.

As you know, my breast cancer has already spread to my liver and bones.  At this point, metastasized breast cancer has no cure.  CIBC asks, "who are you running for?"  Well, I'm running for my life, for a cure for me and prevention of this disease hitting my little girl.

I am humbled by the generosity of friends and family who have already donated more than I expected.  But as of this afternoon, the St. Bernard Bosom Buddies Team is only a third of the way to it's goal.  Your online donations would also be most welcome to the St. Bernard Bosom Buddies Team at this link. You can donate directly to my run here, to my Sweetie here, or to the Bean here.

Thank you for your continuing support, and please consider participating in your local CIBC Run for the Cure.